| Doodle With Me? | Wow... [10 Jul 2004|11:23pm] Lol thanks to Lourdes & Ana & their obsession with Live Journal I decided to get back into it but i don't suppose I'll be updating as much... bla bla bla... Um wow im still going out with Gay old lio & its my last day here at the BeAcH. Lmao.. lemme list the hilarious things: - I dont wanna go and get a Latica - Pepsi or Water? - Oh I remember! but I forgot... - My Penis in your eye... I didn't see it, I can't believe it OooOoh but I feel it. LMFAO... - My leg hurts, Im gonna get my period tommorow. - "Chimi I am going to KICK your ASS sooo HARD!" - Vanilla Tang - sesa... - "Oh i have to scratch my Poo-Nanny... but don't spread ur fleas." - What does the Racoon Suit do? It makes you hard... - John needs a racoon suit. - Jula your booba make me want to have sesa. - Lourdes & the "fucking japanese" - Sweet Poon - Chimi's bitter "poon". - Poon - I don't give a corn. - I don't give a fuuuk - Hope your having fuuun. - Get it? - Shimmy - Get Sprung - Pinga Limon - That bitch is crazy... Shes gonna get crazy... I'll get crazy. - Dr. Pinga - Pinga Pokey (You put your pinga in... you put ur pinga out...) - Lionel is the freeloader. - Shark Attack 3, Godzilla vs King Kong - Snake movie that had sesa for Lourdes. - Is that the one with Dicaprio in it? - This is NOT CACA. - What is a nacho? - Oye, no vayas a cagar en el jacuzzi. - Mimi & the middle finger with Dominoes. - The Rollercoaster & Why would she jizz herself? LOL SOOOO less paaaattttaaaay LmAo off to play dominoes! PEACE G. lmfao.

| 5 Doodles Doodle With Me? | wow... a long time no write [11 Aug 2003|12:40am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Only happy when it Rains - Garbage ] Well its a long story. But i broke up with lionel and am finally moving on. =) Im hoping to do so with Sohk. =( The sad thing about it is that i really don't care about sohk and i really love lionel. But i have to move on because me and lionel really just dont work out. Its sad. But i guess i'll get used to this not loving guys things again. =) You see live journal... i really feel like shit. I've been writting inna journal and its super depressing... because its how i have been feelin lately. and you know what? I think im gonna post it online so that you can know what happened. =) Im so freaking depressed =) But I had fun 2day cuz i came bak from the beach **the week vacation** n everyday sock called me n everyday i felt worse n worse about lionel. And about Julie's secret thingey w/ lio... lmao jk jk. Erbody at the beach was saying julie n lio had sumthing going on. it got me kinda sad like a couple of times cuz i think Julie likes him. =\ and that sucks since shes my fucking sister. but wuterr. look at dis convo. ProtistPrincess [12:45 AM]: LMFAO I hope you think Julie is fine too LIOVIDAL007 [12:46 AM]: really good person to talk to LIOVIDAL007 [12:46 AM]: um.... LIOVIDAL007 [12:46 AM]: ok ProtistPrincess [12:46 AM]: lmao wtf wus ^ w/ u guys at da beach? LIOVIDAL007 [12:47 AM]: what do u mean ProtistPrincess [12:47 AM]: erbody wuz talkin about u guys LIOVIDAL007 [12:47 AM]: like yesterday LIOVIDAL007 [12:47 AM]: yea i figured LIOVIDAL007 [12:47 AM]: no cuz the thing was ProtistPrincess [12:47 AM]: n how u guys were always flirtin LIOVIDAL007 [12:47 AM]: that i went out to look for u guys LIOVIDAL007 [12:47 AM]: and like LIOVIDAL007 [12:47 AM]: thats when the thing with the old people took place LIOVIDAL007 [12:47 AM]: and then i was just searching LIOVIDAL007 [12:47 AM]: and like LIOVIDAL007 [12:47 AM]: then LIOVIDAL007 [12:48 AM]: i see julie comin outta the house LIOVIDAL007 [12:48 AM]: and like LIOVIDAL007 [12:48 AM]: she came to where i was and i was like talkin to her LIOVIDAL007 [12:48 AM]: and um LIOVIDAL007 [12:48 AM]: then we saw u guys LIOVIDAL007 [12:48 AM]: then i was goin to the other side LIOVIDAL007 [12:48 AM]: and i thought all of u people had gone in ProtistPrincess [12:48 AM]: i swer u must've kissed her or sumthin LIOVIDAL007 [12:48 AM]: but when i turned out around julie was there LIOVIDAL007 [12:48 AM]: no no ProtistPrincess [12:48 AM]: suuure ofcourse not LIOVIDAL007 [12:49 AM]: i wouldnt do that LIOVIDAL007 [12:49 AM]: cuz i dont see her that way LIOVIDAL007 [12:49 AM]: i kinda see her as a big sister that i could talk to ProtistPrincess [12:49 AM]: LMFAO ProtistPrincess [12:49 AM]: XD ProtistPrincess [12:49 AM]: WELL IT SEEMS TO ME... ProtistPrincess [12:49 AM]: HAHAHAAHHAHA XD LIOVIDAL007 [12:49 AM]: come to think of it.... LIOVIDAL007 [12:49 AM]: it did look really wrogn LIOVIDAL007 [12:49 AM]: *wrong ProtistPrincess [12:49 AM]: come 2 think of it, it was like that ERfreakin day LIOVIDAL007 [12:50 AM]: no it wasnt LIOVIDAL007 [12:50 AM]: what r u talkin about ProtistPrincess [12:50 AM]: yes ProtistPrincess [12:50 AM]: lmao LIOVIDAL007 [12:50 AM]: what do u mean LIOVIDAL007 [12:50 AM]: that i went to the beach with her LIOVIDAL007 [12:50 AM]: ? LIOVIDAL007 [12:50 AM]: that was just yesterday' ProtistPrincess [12:50 AM]: nooo ProtistPrincess [12:50 AM]: ju guiiiys were 2getha like every second of the day ProtistPrincess [12:50 AM]: LMAO LIOVIDAL007 [12:50 AM]: no we werent ProtistPrincess [12:50 AM]: XD ProtistPrincess [12:51 AM]: HAHAHA ProtistPrincess [12:51 AM]: yes LIOVIDAL007 [12:51 AM]: and whenever i was talkin to her LIOVIDAL007 [12:51 AM]: it was cuz i felt really really alone ProtistPrincess [12:51 AM]: or wen erone was 2getha u were always w her LIOVIDAL007 [12:51 AM]: and i had noone to talk to LIOVIDAL007 [12:51 AM]: cuz i was like being ignored ProtistPrincess [12:51 AM]: lmfao ProtistPrincess [12:51 AM]: okai suuure LIOVIDAL007 [12:52 AM]: um...ok omg they are so good 2gether. u kno wut? Screw it. fuk dem cuz i really hate him rite about now. Hes been tryin 2 make me jealous by sayin the gurl he was talkin 2 SOOOO much *Vanessa* is now soooo fucking fine. He couldn't tell me that b4 but no now he has 2 say that now. Fuck him. i hate him alot. screw dat shit. omg 2day me n my cousin went 2 dolphin w/ sock and it really sucked cuz like freddy was busted and like they got there so fukkin late and =D SoCk izza cutie. =) Oh well. it aint no thang. I got this like a g-strang lmao. =) Well w/e cuz imma str8 bean. imma start writting that long ass jounral entry soon. TTYL =D PeAce -A unloved Susie Pooo ; _ ; But he says he loves me n stuff..... what could i have gotten myself into? **Sock says this** **BTW his real name is Julian**

| 1 Doodle Doodle With Me? | ...A Day at the Beach... [26 May 2003|11:18pm] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | Complicated - Avil Lavigne ] Prom is on Friday! woot woot! XD So i went to Christina (my cousin's) house and tried on my prom dress.. XD It didnt fit right... it was TOO BIG! XD!!!!! so like w/e we started to play nintendo **original nintendo** and we played Barbie... like how i always do when i go to her house and she and I got the idea to go to the beach... our moms were like "Sure!" and um yea so she called lionel to ask if he wanted to go... she said "Good Morning Sunshine!" wen he piked up **while i was still playing Barbie** XD And then i said "OMG I DID IT! AHH I DID IT!" XD i beat barbie... after 10 years of playing!!! *cries* omg it was hilarious.. barbie ends up dancing with ken XD its so lovely. Well we decided to go to the beach so me and my mom went to my house and got ready and we left 2 pick up lionel. After picking up lionel, we went to Christina's house and picked her and her mommy up. =D And it was all 5 of us to the beach. On the way there, i was writting in my cousin's year book.... all of our inside jokes n stuff XD hilarious. Like... Ifiana Lafarga, fru, only if you wanna iguana, im feeling a little dim, XD And so we were eating a whole mess of caca. lmao so we got to the beach and we were in the water and eat caca and then we left the beach and we got back in the car XD We were showing the peace sign to everyone and this old lady did it back to us and some black guys showed us the middle finger XD!!!... and we drove to Miami Subs and ate there... and then we went home. =D I took a shower... and lio and i ate more caca for a while and then we tookie him home... =) thats basically it. Our day at the beach. =) -A tanned Susie-Poo ^___^

| Doodle With Me? | My day as a teacher.. [23 May 2003|11:57pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Voice of Priscilla's Attitude - Priscilla's Attitude ] Another God Damn Project... I was a teacher... along with Lionel and David... mostly... I WAS A TEACHER NOBODY ELSE.... okay. So i was freaking out, working on all the cards, fixing this big scab on my face, and groar. First Period, Blah, Second Period... Blah, and then thrid... i had to teach. I began to call roll but lionel sucks at it and didn't do it right and i had to fix it blah blah blah. I began to get agrivated and yell. so i was tellin everyone to move where they had to. They did their study guide... and turned it in... they began the lab with lots of play doh. yeah... much fun. I helped 3 groups and left the last 1 to lio. 2 of my groups did everything perfect. But the third one wasn't even listening, didnt turn anything in, and tore up their assignment at the last second when nobody told them to do so.... Lionel's group did everything wrong and its all lionel's fault so i had to give them a good grade. OMG... i dont even kno what to say about it, kids gave me attitude and GOD DAMN it just pissed me off. teachers suck... Note to self: i will never be a teacher in my life. plus it was a GROUP assignment and i did everything. lovely.. w/e im okai. perfectly fine. blah blah blah. this day really sucked. - Very pissed Susie-poo >_

| Doodle With Me? | Sorry for This XD [22 May 2003|11:28pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | blah by blah blah. ] Okay... So we got our year books the day b4 and lio wasnt at school. So I told him "Don't sign anyone's year book until you sign mines... and dont let anyone sign ur yearbook until i sign it." and he agreed... =\ I get there in the morning all super happy tellin alex hi and being a w/e and then.. i walk to the band room and i see lio writing something... =\ and its a year book! >=. I got pissed but then i noticed it was RACHEL's year book. >=O I GOT SOO PISSED. So i told him "W/e bro thats fucked up and blah blah blah" and i walked to spill out. Around some 5 minutes later he showed up to where i was and said "Whats wrong?" and i got really pissed and i scratched him on his neck. **i didnt mean to do that** he left to the band room again cuz he got mad that i hit him. Then I walked over to the band room because i was really pissed... i was thinkin that maybe i would ask rachel to see her yearbook to see what he wrote. During the time i wasn't there and Lionel was **with the scratch** Rachel asked him "Omg what is that on your neck?" and he said i scrated him so obviously she thinks its her fucking business and gets all pissed about it. I go over to the band room and i tap her shoulder and politely say excuse me. And the little bitch turns around and gives me fucking attitude.... by saying "WHAT?" OMG i got so mad. I mean i've told her a bajilion times, BITCH dont give me attitude or imma whoop ur ass, Rachel don't give me attitude blah blah blah so i was fed up with her fuckin attitude shit and i pushed the dumb bitch and i said "Bitch! Dont give me attitude!" she took a few steps bak XD! and then she pushed me and i barely moved and i thought "oh my, this is the great, powerful rachel thats always beatin up the boys?" XD!!! HAHAHAHA XD! *cries* omg so like b4 i started to laugh in her face i realized that the bitch had pushed me and thats the biggest disrespect so i was about to punch the dumb bitch and lio came in the way... boooy was i pissed off.... i mean god i was gonna whoop her ass and lio took her whooping. =\ i was really really pissed, he shouldn't have gotten in the way. w/e. so we were fighting... and i told rachel how much i hate her and what i hate about her to her freakin ugly ass face. XD so blah blah blah, me and lio were fighting for like 20 mins. Andrew showed up and gave me a hug hello.... i told him not to hug me cuz i was gonna cry... he kept hugging and i cried XD So i started to cry and yeah he was saying he was gonna cry too XD!!! Well andrew was stickin up for me sayin that lio is a bitch for doing that to me blah blah blah =D And i was real happy. later i walked down the hall, and rachel was there and i passed by and said "Hoe.." and then he said "ooo that hurt" In a mocking tone and i said "No, but i kno sumthin that will." XD U gotta give me props. XD!! Well anyways, thats basically how it was. Lio was pissed at me for making a show or w/e but then i got home and i was home alone and lio was pissed w/ me so i wasnt talkin on the phone w/ anyone so i called rachel and asked if she would like to finnish our fight somewhere else... like at a park. and she kept changing the subject and i finally got her to answer and it was a no... XD what a pussy.. then... i talked to lio and tried to be happy and then i started to cry... cuz i felt bad.. cuz lio was mad at me... wen it wasnt even my fault.. but like i cried in large amounts... big tears n stuff.. =\ and he said he was sorry and that its okay and that he luvs me blah blah blah... =) It turned out good. =) and now i still hate rachel XD and i cant wait till i get her outta my life forever! XD woo hoo! =D And thats basically it... of what happened. XD Well ttyl LJ MwaH! *kissy* byeeee - A very strong-feeling Susie poo. ^___^

| Doodle With Me? | Soap Opera Day [16 May 2003|11:46pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | ??? ] 2: Live JourNal. I dont understand why he did that to me... I got mad about the not caring thingey and then, he got all homosexual on me and said w/e lets not go out then... and i said "fine" cuz i was pissed and like he meant it.. and like i felt really bad about it... =\ So like this morning i cried cuz i felt so bad about everything... wondering why he wouldn't wanna be with me... Obviously because he doesn't care about me... but he said it wasn't true, that he did care... and that w/e... well i was still crying.. wondering why he wouldn't want to go out with me... and then w/e i was all sad about it and then i walked into first per. all sad and jocy said to not pay attention to him that day and he was following me like a dog that day.. i was kinda happy for the change... y'kno? and then i got home and i was crying again.. and i asked like why not? Why doesn't he want to go out with me... was it that he didn't like me? Or did i get too bossy? and ... u wouldn't believe his answer... "I still love you but the last three weeks... i want to spend with my friends....." =O I MEAN WHAT THE HELL? U dont just break up with someone so that u can spend 3 weeks with ur buddies so that then 3 weeks later you can go out again. ITS NOT when te combiene a ti. Bro. thats really messed up and that made me cry but he didnt really say anything just like "Why are u cryin? Ur the one that broke up w/ me..." ... i just stayed quiet. & the next day he came over to do a project... =\ so i attacked him with punches and shit cuz i got so pissed and i told him i hated him and all this bull shit. and like i started to cry cuz i knew it wasnt tru. And i was like all sad... and then i was telling him how sad i was n stuff and i went up to my closet and said "You dont love me..." i put on my rocker balls and said "You love her.." and cried more.. and he came up to me and took them off of me and told me... "Thats not true..." and gave me a hug.. then, he and i layed down on my bed and i said... theres one difference between you and gus... Gus stopped being my friend because he was hurting me... but you stopped being my boyfriend cuz you wanna be with your friends... it really showed him how selfish he really was. and i held him to me and i felt his face wet... i was like "AWWW nooo no cry baby.." i didnt see the tears but i felt them =) ayy mi nene.. so he "asked me out again" and yeah. =) we were going out. it was very q. Well many oodles of love Live Journal! - A hopeful to good times, Susie Poo ^__^

| 1 Doodle Doodle With Me? | A late Entry.. [01 May 2003|11:57am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | =\ ] Dear Live Journal... Sorry for the long time no update caca... =\ Well let me explain quickly whats happened *sigh* Well we went to disney right? It was great.. i got to wake him up for the first time in real life... =) I was so happy cuz.. he looked so cute... =) But i got to ride a whole mess of rides with him and... he was freaking out on Splash Mountain and the tower of terror but he loved the thunder railroad but he didnt get to ride space mountain because he felt sick.. =\ so yea we had a pretty great time.. at mgm it got really cold... and we bought jackets and me and him were having an ass smacking war.. =) Remembering the good times... feels great... =)... but then it was my b-day and lionel invited arturo w/o my consent... i didnt even want Arturo to go! And Jasmin didnt go either so i spent the time w/ my cousin christina...Well w/e later it was my mom's b-day and she freaked on me bcuz i couldn't buy her anything. =\ that made me feel pretty bad... =\ so i promised i would make her happy on mother's day. =\ Well.. then came... school again.. I had so many things to do and projects to turn in...and i had to do ms. ruiz's project and then she told me she had to leave the school! And OMG it was totally unfair... I cried alot... well we still had to do that stupid project **I got an A on it anyways** =\ Another thing is that I became friends w/ Rachel just so that lionel could be happy... =\ and i didnt wanna be friends with her... and then i couldnt stand arturo and uhg... i couldnt take it... he got so annoying... and like Lionel kept defending everyone else except for me... and god i feel so bad right now... well i saw x men 2 and i bought love hina volume 8... =\ but... im still so sad... I had a nice mothers day because i gave my mom a boque of roses, a teddy bear, a mini purse, and 2 candles... she was happy. but... im going crazy... Because then lionel said the other day while defending Arturo.. "I dont care about you as much as i did before... Sometimes you do things that make me care less about you..." That really hurt me... and i cried for like 4 hours... i feel pretty awful right now.. i feel like total shit... but no worries because people think im happy... i got All A's and one B... but im not happy... What do i need to be happy? I need to be alone... i need nobody... all by myself.. But i can't... i can't be alone... I mean... i would really die of fear.. but maybe it would be better if i was on my own. No Jasmin, No Lionel... no virginia, genesis, ana, sarah, gus, anyone.... all alone... nobody really needs me.. so maybe i should just go on by myself. Its not like if they are gonna help me some day in the future... its not like if they are there for me... its not like... its not like i really need them. But i know i'll freak out.. you know... Starting tommorow... im gonna totally go all out... im not talking to anyone tommorow my lonliness starts tommorow... Just me and my books... I have to do this... even though it makes me sad. Because the more people i am in relations with, the more problems i have... Why? I thought friends were supposed to help you... I guess not. =\ Now im gonna be a total nerd. Why don't i just go get some freaking glasses? And maybe a pen holder thingey and a lunch box? >=\ then i'll be complete... Its not like if anyone wants me. Nobody really cares. Then i look at people and then idiots like priscilla think im looking at them bad. WHY THE HELL would i look at her bad IF SHE DIDNT DO ANYTHING TO ME. god. i mean, just because she would do that doesnt mean she has to suppose i do it too. =\ Well im gonna go do my homework & work on projects... since thats all i do anyways... =( -A Lonely Susie-Poo ; _ ;...

| 2 Doodles Doodle With Me? | Lio came over =D [17 Mar 2003|12:29am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Eien no Tobira - 08th MS Team ] wow its been a long time since he came over. y'see before he left, i called him and we talked for a few mins but he had to go buy clothes 2 go to disney =\ so he wasn't able to come over.. So i called Rachel and told her y'kno, never to touch my man again & if shes gonna walk around being a slut do it w/ someone else's man... Then i called Jasmin and told her about it. Not only that, but then i called Arturo and told him but he didn't really care much since hes always defending her... >=\ anyways, then Lio called and my mom & dad said it was ok for him to come over ** That was around 6:00 ** at around 6:30 we picked him up and took him to chinese buffet to eat. i ate tons.. and the crab was awesome =) at around 9:00 we left and went home.. there we flirted and made colorful easter eggs! =D hehe. at 11:00 we took him home and at 11:30 i got back home. =) I think i've had a pretty good day. And were gonna go to the fair on Saturday. =) He's never been there before so im sure we'll have tons of fun. =) And theres about 11 days left till were off to disney! =D Ok CouNt DowN beGins this week: Days left to Fair: 5 Days left to Disney: 11 =) Im so excited! I promise to myself that i wont get mad at Lio this week or next week so i can have a pleasent time with him at disney & at the fair. =) teehee. **Happy Smile** I guess i'll talk to you later then. =) Bye live journal! I'll write some more later. =) -Susie-poo

| 4 Doodles Doodle With Me? | ...RaiN RaiN has come 2 stay... [16 Mar 2003|12:50pm] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | Sweet Blue Days - Love Hina ] =. I guess its deffinently raining here in where i live. =. it hasn't rained like this inna long time... i don't really suppose lio will come over... even tho i kno he can't play tennis since its raining cats and dogs. =\ i luv the rain tho... but i can't exactly just run outside when its thundering... =) Maybe if lio comes over... maybe i could run around? =) i suppose its been raining all night long... because at 7:00 PM yesterday we were having a light shower of rain... =. and its been raining ever since. =) I had a very pleasent sleep because of the little drip drops of the rain... it sooths me. maybe thats why it began to rain yesterday..=) Beacause i was sad. But i've thought about a ton of things... over these past 3 years i've had in west miami middle school... and its kind of sad because... i think im fine just where i am in middle school. don't want to leave this year... come to think about it, if i go to coral park Jasmin won't be there to back me up... and it'll always just be Arturo and Lio... =\ man this really sucks. So i guess on the first days of school i'll just sit back in a corner, relax and look at people who share my interests... thats what i did in SEA and i found my group there... but maybe that might not work this time... =\ maybe i have to say hi to everyone while walking in and just be myself. completely. no more rocker stuff... no more preppy stuff... =) Just plain old me. Well if i want to be me, then i guess i'd have to dress preppy because thats how i was wen i was little. With the ribbons in the hair and the little cutesy stuff my mommy would dress me with... =) Those were the days. But i really think i should focus alot more on school work than eating shit. This entire school year, i have been studying a ton.. and i realized it should've been the first thing i did. =\ maybe i wouldn't have so much trouble with it now... Hey, but Ana will be alone... i mean, shes always hanging out with Virgina, genesis, and sarah but Virgina and Sarah are going to South Miami and Genesis is going to Exitor... =\ So i guess i'll try 2 chill w/ Ana... so maybe me and her can get good grades together and form our own, intellegent people group. But i don't exactly want to be a virgina... i want to be a me... a Susie. Because i have kool friends but i also am smart... in the eyes of people im not exactly sure which one im more of... but i know that im better than any other position... even tho i do have a bad rep of getting in fites w/ people it'll clear wen i go to Coral Park.. =) Which is good. Unless priscilla says something about it. Actually, in high school... im not even gonna talk to her. Im gonna pretend she doesn't exist. Because shes was a horrible friend to me and did some pretty mean things and now that shes alone, im not even gonna get a little pity for her because "She doesn't want any" so w/e im str8 with my way of being. but i want to meet alot of people so that they can really understand and get to know who i really am so that when i do something stupid they can all say "Oh no shes just having a bad day" =) Or if i have a crappy face on they can ask me whats wrong... i'd feel very loved. =) But i think i shouldn't have a crappy face on... because when i was little, i don't really remember anyone asking "whats wrong".... only at home, if anyone. =) Happy faces... i think that'll work for high school. Theres so much drama there... but i just want to use a big smile to clear it all away... maybe it'll clear other people's drama too. =. ... i just realized i kept ranting on about high skool... um lol sorri live journal will u ever forgive me? *kissy to the live journal* =) Thankies! Well i think im gonna call lio now.. =) I'll write some more later on today... PeAcE =D -ThiNkin aBoUt the FutUre... Susie poo.... =.

| 1 Doodle Doodle With Me? | ...Time to Die... [16 Mar 2003|01:37am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Kimi Sae Ireba - Love Hina ] =\ today i was kinda u kno, crappyish Lio said something like "Just leave rachel alone" and i got real sad. bcuz y'kno its not my fault that she does those slutty things. i mean, she has a boyfriend! whats wrong w/ her? why doesnt she get a life and stick to HER boyfriend. god. so then i got all sad bcuz the other part of me wanted me to die... =\ and i got pretty suicidal =D And i was talking to lionel and he really just made me laugh... =) I was really glad. because i was actually gonna take like 20 asprin =\ but what got me happy was that i was saying to lionel for everything "oh well, this is the last time im gonna go pee" , "say goodbye to the pipi for me" and lionel would say "Im just gonna go over there and smack you" And i would say "haha, i prolly wont be alive by the time u smack me." And he'd say "Shut up" =D hehe. and then he really talked me out of it. I got really happy wen i said i drank 2 asprin **i was just kidding** and he said "Did u seriously take those asprin because im about to go to my mother's cabinet and drink all the pills" =. he actually meant it and it got me really... happy... it made it seem that he cared. =D Well heres the score so far! Lio has showed that he cared: 2 times during the past 2 days. =) Much progress. =) Im so excited. Hes getting much better at this boyfriend thing. =\ its just so hard to teach someone like him... =. =) Im glad tho. hehe. because im in luv no matter what i say, no matter what he does, no matter what i do... I'll luv him forever and ever... =) hehe. But no worries live journal! I luv u tooz! =D *kissy to the live journal* Peace out, until next time! See ya! -Extremely happy Susie poo =)

| Doodle With Me? | omg... here she goes again. [15 Mar 2003|10:18am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Kyouga Otenki - Love Hina ] OmG! Thursday, after i began to study, Lionel was talking to me... I was kind of pissed at arturo so i didn't want to talk to him on the phone (And i had told Lio that waaay before) Then he asked "Can we talk on the phone w/ arturo?" I said no, because all he was doing all day was talking to rachel and not caring about wut i have to say. Then i said, "Today i don't feel like talking to him so its either him or me tonite." He got pissed and started telling me how i make him choose friends and now im making arturo leave just cuz i don't like him blah blah blah so i got really sad bcuz i already hate myself and that gives me more reason to do so... Next morning, Lio went to skool early so that he could study for the tests... Alex =D Was helping him study and then out of nowhere RACHEL shows up puts her hand inbetween his arm and ribs and says "Lionel, i feel bad" and lays her head on his arm. He looked at Alex and turned back to rachel and said "Please get off Rachel." She got pissed and left. & Lionel left too bcuz he saw Jasmin and decided to talk to her. When Jasmin said hi to Rachel, Rachel rolled her freakin eyes and said "hi..." then i showed up and missed the entire thing! =O God! So i spent the entire day sort of pissed because of the fact that i didn't get A's on my tests... =( & lio noticed i was pissed but didnt really go up to me and say "whats wrong?", "are you ok?" So i was really sad about it... then Lionel told me he needed to talk to me. & i told him to tell me in 6th because u kno, were workin on the project in class. But he had to take his geometry test and took 7 years to freakin finish it. bcuz he didn't kno that 4x^2 + x^2 = 5x^2. >=O! I dont believe he didn't kno. So wen we walked to the busses, he was telling me what happened this morning. i was relieved that he told me but i was pretty pissed off that rachel did it. So i went home and then went to Jasmin's house i mentioned the rachel thing to her and she said "oohh! so thats why they were to close b4 i got there..." and i was like =. ... i hate rachel... lol =D but it was her little sister's birthday and we played pin the tail on the donkey, and hot potato and um... we popped balloons w/ our butts! =D & then i went home. =D and now im just really mad bcuz arturo just told me to fuk off. **U kno how i was pissed at him? Well now hes pissed cuz im pissed** =D I hate arturo too. well live journal i gotta go. =\ maybe work on the project? Peace! - Pissed off Susie =\

| Doodle With Me? | I am SoOo Pissed! =D! [13 Mar 2003|08:01pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Tenshi no Yubikiri - His and Hers. ] Wow im so freakin pissed off. =D Im so god damn pissed bcuz first of all, all day priscilla was giving me a type of weird attitude but I DONT CARE! =D! Anyways another thing is that i gave ruby my colors to my live journal and she gave the exact same SHIT to priscilla so then MY LIVE JOURNAL AND HERS WERE EXACTLY ALIKE! IM SO FUCKING PISSED! I HATE IT WEN PEOPLE COPY ME!!! FUCK! >=O! That pissed me off basically for a really long time. Not only that but once st. Patric's day is over im gonna change my layout to the "I HATE RACHEL SO MUCH I'D JUST WISH SHE'D DIE" layout. isn't it beauuutiful? =D *shimmer in eyes* Now i kno that from now on i wont give people SHIT. =D Anyways lio is being a total gay ass and like always not being there for me and just fucking up alota shit and like i got his to stop talking to Rachel. FINALLY but i feel so much better now that i don't have to see those two together or hear about it. y'kno? But whats good its that she felt like crying wen he said he couldn't talk to her. so im sooo happy about that. =D *cheers!* =\ i've been gettin mad a lio recently tho. and now hes not really talkin to anyone and being a total fuck nut. God. w/e he just gets on my nerves. Im sooo sorry lj, for not writting in such a long while... i've been really into my school work. =\ i have like a bajillion things to do and im not even done with half of them. i have a test for "Folks" and the dumb biology bitch. Atleast i freaking memorized that chapter on Taxonomy because if not i would be studying like at dick head rite now for her stupid vocab test tommorow. =\ But now i have to study for like an hour or two just to get that stupid History crap in my head. what really sux is that i have to do ms. Ruiz's project soon b4 i go 2 disney bcuz then imma be doing too many things at once. and i don't doubt that ms. cone will give us another project. >=O Now in the zombie's class were reading a stupid book about a fucking gay ass indian. AND i lost my fucking spanish libreta. ISNT THAT FUCKING GREAT AS HELL? =D I thought so... damn... im so mad. im just gonna sign off. =D Maybe i can take it out on lio.. lol j/k. =D Well i g2g do all that crap... =\ peace out lj! - Busy/Pissed Susie. =\

| Doodle With Me? | ...Eating With Lio... [15 Feb 2003|11:45pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Willy Chirino - Tu Cumpleanos =) ] Well today i woke up early to go to get my new insurance company thingey & I had to do a series of tests... **Pipi test** Once I did my pipi in the cup, it was julie's turn & she couldn't pee so i went downstairs and got myself a coke... but when i went to open the door... it was locked and i couldn't get back inside... i had to wait for my mom and sister to realize i was gone for so long and go outside... to go home. >=\ cheap o's. Anyways, Julie never peed. My mom decided to check when her nails were supposed to be done. As it turns out, her appointment was at 1:00 and it was 12:00 so we decided to go eat since we handn't eaten all day. We went to Rey's Pizza and stuffed our faces. Once we finnished, we went to Nails By Lulu to get all of our nails done... My mom did her feet & hands, i did my feet, hands and eyebrows, and Julie did her feet and hands. =D LoL So i felt beautiful. =D Later, **It was 4:00 when we left** we came home and I had to blow dry my mom's hair so that we could go to a restaurant. We invited Lionel to go too. We all got dressed up really nice and blah blah blah. Then we went to pick him up and finally got to the Argentinian Restaurant. =D I ate milanesa and moyeja... it was good. & Lionel ate all of his milanesa and most of mine... lol =D But i can pretty much say today was a fun day... =D All i did in the car was laugh my ass off and play w/ him. =D hehe... Im so excited to kno what tommorow will bring. =D Everyday is so much better with Lionel i feel so happy. Have you noticed that i haven't been pissed w/ Lionel for a long time? I mean, i usually get mad at him for EVERYTHING... but seriously... i havent been pissed about anything... =) Its odd... but i like it. Im soo happy because instead of everyday getting worse... its getting so much better... im so glad... so glad that you wouldn't believe... =) I hope this is just the beggining of the good times. =) Well Im gonna go. I guess i'll write tommorow. =) hehehe. *Kiss* -Happy Susie =D

| Doodle With Me? | ...Cupcakes made with LoVe... [15 Feb 2003|12:49am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Rock A bye BaBy - um Mommies? ] Hehe... I had a very happy weekday-ending! =D Ok well let me begin by Thursday. On thursday, Lio came home with me to make CuPcAkEs! =D and um we ate alot of crap and quite a few cupcakes of which were awesome as hell. =D Anyways, once we were done, his mommy came to pik him up and had parked in the middle of the street! Oh well Me and Lio had sooo much fun making cupcakes that nothin else mattered. =D. Um... Yeah so the next day was VaLeNtiNeZ day. =D... hehehe I went to skool w/ the shit load of cup cakes and got a shit-load of presents. =D Gus gave me some roses, Arturo & Jasmin gave me chocolate and i dunno... i got alot of candy from people that i knew. =D hehehe. Oh well im just really glad because yeah... Well =) Mercy had a really really big stuffed animal and i was lookin at it all day wondering what I was gonna get from Lio wen i went to his house. Well as it turns out, I went home and went to Dillards and bought my Prom Dress! =D **The prettiest garnet-red dress ever** but then we immediately went to Lionel's house. =D Once i got there, Lio opened the door and gave me a litte package of which had a hershy's kiss inside **a big one** and i was very surprised it wasn't something huuuge or anything but i was glad i got something. Then I walked up to his room and looked to his chair and there sat the most ADORABLE bear i'd ever seen in my entire life! =D It was a huuuge bear, like twice the size of Mercy's and it had a little cute heart that says "Valentine" awww its so freakin adorable.. =DSo... I spent the rest of the day w/ him, watchin American Pie and eatin popcorn and pizza and umm yeah thats basically it. =D Im so sleepy rite now... *drool* maybe i can talk to him on the phone lol. ok well peace live journal! -Sleeeepy Susie Poo -__-

| Doodle With Me? | Im At skool =D [13 Feb 2003|09:06am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Juvinile - Back that ass up... thanx priscilla.. =D ] LoL i came in the morning w/ Priscilla to print her essay out and i thought "What the hell? Why not go on live journal?" LoL So like yeah thats why im kinda on Live Journal NOw. =D ok i think i have to go... lol im so retarded... i'll tell u how the cupcake thingey goes wen he leafs... the house... ok? =D .... And priscilla says hi lol. =O But wait wait... this morning Lio is going to Coral Terrace... =( So hes comming back later and yeah...... Prolly during 2nd per. ok. Well i gtg ok? Byeee. -Happy me. ^__^

| Doodle With Me? | ...BoRiNg... [12 Feb 2003|10:36pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | No Scrubs - TLC ] Gawd im so freakin bored today. Lionel was sick today... =\ and Jasmin was having a holiday of her own bcuz she had to cut cows... =. ... so anyways i was Stuck w/ arturo that was only talking about freakin Rachel and i was so bored all i heard was "Rachel blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah... RACHEL said blah blah blah" ay w.e well i was talkin to Lio and yeah... =D Im all happyful bcuz hes commin over tommorow to make cup cakes! =D! ok so i guess i'll talk to u tommorow ok? peace out! -Bored susie =D

| Doodle With Me? | Soccer, Pain and FCAT. [11 Feb 2003|09:21pm] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | *AlwAys On TiMe* - Ja RuLe ] LoL Let me seperate this post into days... February 9th: Lio's B-day. I went to the park and was with him for his whole little b-day party thingey & i played soccer all day long with him. We had so much fun and he loved the shirt I gave him. =D Um yeah and I had a great time and promised from that day forward I gonna be the best/better than rachel, female soccer player Lionel has ever MET! =D *Hopes to get a ball for b-day or something* February 10th: Pain Pain and More Pain. Yaaay! I woke up this morning with the sorest muscles on earth! YAY HOW FREAKING PAINFUL ALL DAMN DAY WALKING AROUND WITH A PAIN ON MY FREAKING LEGS AND BACK... and arms... and calves... and ENTIRE FREAKING BODY and then to make things worse i get the worst cramps in the freaking world bcuz i got my freaking PERIOD AND I ALMOST DIED.... =D Pain... isn't it beautiful? February 11th: FCAT SUX MY BIG FAT BALLS. =D Well today i came really freaking late to the FCAT exams... isnt that great? I was about to leave and i remembered that i freaking left my freaking PAMPRIN ON THE GOD DAMN KITCHEN TABLE and i had to go back and freaking get it because if not i would've DIED in the FREAKING FCAT EXAMS. Ok so anyways then when i see my stupid prompt i got the worst FREAKING prompt of FREAKING life. I got "There is something interesting about every FUCKING community. WHAT THE FUCK IS FUCKING INTERESTING IN YOUR FUCKING STUPID MOTHER fUCKING COMMUNITY????" FUCK. i was so freakin pissed bcuz like yeah i had no idea what to write but i wrote about HISPANIC PEOPLE and how were all different and yet the same and mix together... BEAUTIFUL isnt it? yes i thought so... Another thing is that afterwards the day was awsome but now i have to print a whole mess of shit out for ms STUPID FUCKING CONE and then work on WHATEVER THE FUCK she wants me to work on bcuz shes a stupid hoe who deserves to die and rott in hell twice... and again. and maybe once more. i hate her. she should die... now. im not kidding. die. =D I hope she didn't read this... =D I saw the mighty titans or w/e its a kool movie but it has to do with black history and im sick of freaking black history because i already did a damn essay on it and i didn't even get a good freaking grade on it bcuz ms palgon picked PRISCILLAS and not mines bcuz mines SUCKED and i should DIE for even looking up that CRAP because its just not FAIR that i FREAKING STUDIED and nobody cares about my freaking ESSAY. wow it feels good to say all this shit on the fucking internet and nobody can do fucking SHIT about it. because LIVEJOURNAL KICKS ASS! BCUZ I LOVE YOU LIVE JOURNAL!!!! I LOVE YOU! ALOT! KISS ME BcuZ I LOVE YOU... not more than Lionel but i still love u. =D Ok? ok. i love u live journal =D MWAH! -stress relieved Susie ^__^

| Doodle With Me? | .-. Taking a Break .-. [08 Feb 2003|04:54pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Ludacris - Stick 'em up ] hehe today I've been working all day planning out what i'll do about tommorow. Not only that but i've been working on my Essay =) But Right now, Im taking a break. Luckily even tho i invited Rachel... She can't go. =) But now i'll have to find a replacement girl. =\ oh well i guess i'll come up with that later. =\ Well i decided to take a Test... the girlfriend test.. and these were my results! -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. I don't belive it that much but if thats what it says then i guess its Okies. =D =\ Well i guess i'll have to find another girl to invite... =\ I mean im so busy right now... =. Gosh... Um and i still need to talk to pablo... Ok Let me plan this out... Plan: 1st - Do Essay 2nd - Call Jasmin 3rd - Call Lionel & talk to Mom (see if u can invite Pablo) 4th - Think & Look for new girl to bring... 5th - Call Lionel to talk to him and keep making think im pissed bcuz he wont talk to me on Sunday... which isn't tru.. 6th - Go to bed. =) Well I guess I'll go now... =) *has to follow scheduel.. I guess..* Peace out! -A very Busy Susie-Poo ^__^;

| Doodle With Me? | Merry Weekend! =) [07 Feb 2003|09:34pm] [ mood | jubilant ] [ music | Im with you - Avil Lavinge ] Hehe. Well recently, *Like these past few weeks*, i have been hearing "Rachel", "Rachel" and "Rachel" like if she was the talk of the town or something! >=\ Well today i finally stopped hearing about her. You see, I guess its because i've become "friends" with her and have finally given up on the fact that Lionel and her have something going on... because they don't! =) LoL Lionel went on a field trip to Seminole **The elementary school** to play a song for some kids and Rachel was there... =) LoL But this kid went up to Lionel and said "Hey Lionel, u should ask ur girlfriend out!" and he goes "What the hell are you talking about?" And then he says "Yeah, that pretty girl that you always hang out with... Whats her name?" Then Rachel butted in and said "Susie?" And then hes like "Yeah! Her! I mean U two are perfect for eachother... Hey Rachel right that Lionel and Susie are PERFECT for eachother? Like shes so pretty for him and they make the BEST couple." And she was like "O..kay..." LoL Lionel was cracking up and so was i when i heard the story. =) Well anyways Sunday is Lio's B-day and i bought him the bestest gift ever! =) Hehehe... well not really but it is well worth my money so he better atleast... well i don't want to give it away... =) Hehe i'll tell u on sunday what it is... =) its soo cute. =) Well atleast to ME its cute. =) Well anyways im super glad but i have to do homework... =\ a stupid essay on black history month. =\ damn this all! lol but its ok. bcuz im happy. =\ even tho lio had to go to Michelle's house, its ok =) Atleast i'll get to talk to him tommorow... i hope... =) LoL Well i kno for sure on sunday bcuz u kno.. IT IS his B-day =D hehe... well i guess I'll write to you later! Peace out Live Journal! =) - Very Happy Susie-Poo ^__^

| 2 Doodles Doodle With Me? | =D! Time to write some more! [27 Jan 2003|08:11am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | P. Diddy - Do that ] This weekend, i had a wonderful time with my friends from SEA =D! **Summer School** You see, i woke up this saturday thinking... "Hey! Today I HAVE to see carmen & atleast talk to sequan. So as i was moving around my house i called carmen but she was sleepin ; _ ; so i called sequan and we talked for quite a while just talking and he told me about how much he loves digital cameras... lol ... pervert. anyways, once i hung up on him **he was gonna go to the movies** I called Carmen and she picked up! =D! So we decided we were gonna go bowling with Suh, and Julie too. =) I was so excited. =D I won the first game and then i sucked in the second game lol =D! **Won Julie by one point** Then we went to the arcade. Julie and Carmen had an air hokey tournament they had to finnish & me and suh decided to beat the crap outta eachother in Tekken Tag! =D! Since im sexist, I picked all the girls in my team i mean, you gotta represent... and suh... that TRAITOR! She picked all the guys... ; _ ; and kicked my ass really bad... But i atleast one 2 or 3 times =D!....out of 6 or 7... ; _ ; shut up... don't make fun of me... =D! So anyways then, when Suh and Julie left it was me and Carmen... just there.... *GASP* So we played tekken tag... =D! And I whopped her ass... really bad. >=) **sorry carmen! I had to be good at something.. =D!** So i got to her house and helpped them **as in Carlos and Her** beat ffx =D! Which i really helpped them beat some monster there... that was pretty tough for them... ^__^ & they lent me kingdom hearts... **THANK YOU CARMEN I LOVE YOU!** ahem... so anyways... im err in the... agrabah level? i just sortof completed it...=D I've been playing that game since the end of Saturday and all of sunday... Not bad I guess.. **hoping to beat game soon. so that she could return it** ^__^;; well i gotta go to school to see my one and only tru love *Big happy smile about it* =) Peace! =) -^___^ A very excited-about-her-life Susie

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